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Thursday 27 October 2011

tired..

 im busy settle-ing my car loan..aish,eventhough it's under my parents name,im the one who incharge to call my cuzzie,keep asking him the same question "any good news for me"..urrghh,and i still receive the same answer.. so many things need to repair now >.< 

 my phone always hang when i connect to internet.. haiizzz.. pls laaaaa... i havent start working yet.. wait till i work bru u all rosak ba.. i got no money nw to repair all the things >.<

i spend a lot of my money just to shopp for preparation because if i receive the appointment letter,i'll start working,so i got no time to buy things for myself lg..
 
im a sexy jobless from 30th september.. until now,28th oct >.< 
just another 4 days to complete my 1 month as a jobless.. matai~.~

i told my dad i want to work part time at kk,he doesnt want.. so annoying la.. im damn bored here.. everyday doing the same activities.. even go out at night mom will scolded me because she dont want i drve d max.. not harap.. tiaoo lerhh... what for my license if i didnt use it oh..sottt @.@

so pressure when i stay here.. i dont knw what should i do..always at shop.. n during night time will stay at home.. bullshit!!!! i really need to go out.. how can i tell them ... aiyaaa... need to wake up early every morning.. seriously,i cant take it anymore.. i really wanna have fun.. my dear alcohol,i really miss u =.='

once i get my car,first thing i will do,go find my beer!! aiyyaaaa,seriously.. cannot tahan oredy..i dont care if ppl mark me as alcoholic.. but i drink just to have fun.. to forget all my problems.. not to show off la u ppl.. i heard many bad stories abt me..whatever la k.. i dont eeven care.. as long i didnt use their money to eat..
i really want to go out.. pls la >.< i dont know what should i do here =.=

Sunday 9 October 2011

birthday princess~

finally,the day has come..thanks to God,family n friends :)
thanks for all the wishes.. during midnight my phone keep ringing,for those who called me and wished me thank u so much peeps:)
i blew two cakes this year..:)


the cupcakes kan tu org salah spell my name.. spoiled ni.. tp so far ok la taste dia:)
d bwah ni kna potong sda bru snap:p
puas hati jga this yr pnya celebration :)

last night we dinner at rons grill,ok la..just 4 of us.. ksian my sis.. tia dpt celebrate with us :(
fried chicken chop for my dinner,heavy dinner la last night.. i should excercise to burn all my calories..
my 18 yrs old face :)
haha..lazy mau crop..that shirt makes me look fat..or im the one who really getting fat? aiya..hopefully no:(
will update more soon^^
happy monday peeps!

Thursday 6 October 2011

good day for me?

i woke up early this morning =)
sounds good.. hopefully a good day for me =)
im going to kk today.. i dont care! :D
i want to spend my last 17 day with shopping! :)

gumuk ka? wakakaka!

come on baby,today is 7th oct,1 more day baby,n i'll be 18.. i cant wait to be 18,seriously..i want to be free from 17 life..  thats all! tatatata XD

Wednesday 5 October 2011

3 days more~~

i woke up late this morning around 9 am~
i thought today gonna be fun,but when my mom fetch me up at home just nw,she told me to cancel my plan with ann ann damian tomorrow n stay at kp follow them to kk this weekend to see dentist n BULLSHIT! 
why ppl keep hurting my feeling when im planning to have great moment during before n after my birthday? shit ok! what for i go to the dentist when my teeth still painful?
being 18 even im working isnt fun at all! i really need my own freedom.. astga.. *melalut pagi2*


seriously,im not in a good mood today,i feel wanna slap sumone's face! shittttt...
hmm =.=

Saturday 1 October 2011

lonely n silent night~

i feel bored since morning until now! eerrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhh..1st oct,i thought i'll have more fun tapi awal2 sda T.T


aisssh~ seriously kan nnt bila sda start keja,byk la tu sms dtg..mana lg ada free time mau jwb.. time tula kmu rasa bosan+sunyi mcm aku rasa skg =.='


8 days to go till my 18th bday..  harap2 positive la that day~  seriously,xda mood =.='
sms pn stop awal:D
maaf la yr wahai kwan2 tersyg sekalian,i xda mood tgk fon =.=
sorry yerrr... gg sakit..malar sakit.. matai =.='

Friday 30 September 2011


Kirk Franklin- I Smile Lyrics
I dedicate this song to recession,
depression and unemployment.
This song’s for you.
Today’s a new day, but there is no sunshine.
Nothing but clouds, and it’s dark in my heart
and it feels like a cold night.
Today’s a new day, but where are my blue skies.
Where is the love and the joy that you promised me
tell me it’s alright.
(I’ll be honest with you)
I almost gave up, but a power that I can’t explain,
fell from heaven like a shower now.
(When I think how much better I’m gonna be when this is over)
[ Lyrics from http://www.songonlyrics.com/kirk-franklin-i-smile-lyrics ]
I smile, even though I hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I’ve been here for a while
I smile, smile..
It’s so hard to look up when you look down.
Sure would hate to see you give up now.
You look so much better when you smile, so smile.
Today’s a new day, but there is no sunshine.
Nothing but clouds, and it’s dark in my heart
and it feels like a cold night.
Today’s a new day, but tell me where are my blue skies,
where is the love and the joy that you promised me
tell me it’s – alright.
(the truth is)
I almost gave up, but a power that I can’t explain
fell from heaven like a shower now.
I smile, even though I’m hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I’ve been here for a while
I smile, smile.
It’s so hard to look up when you look down.
Sure would hate to see you give up now
You look so much better when you smile.
Smile.. for me
Can you just smile… for me.
Smile.. for me
Can you just smile… for me.
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
(and while your waiting)
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
(and while your praying)
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
(look in the mirror)
ohohoh, you look so much better when you smile
I almost gave up, but a power that I can’t explain
fell from heaven like a shower now – right now.
I smile, even though I’m hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I’ve been here for a while
I smile, smile..
it’s so hard to look up when you look down.
Sure would hate to see you give up now.
You look so much better when you smile.
so smile.
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
ohohoh, you look so much better when you
smile…
I just want you to be happy..
I want you to have joy ’cause can’t nobody
take that away from you.
I see you.. SMILE!!

Wednesday 28 September 2011

~You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.~

this morning i thought my day could be the worst day ever!
i came late to school,teachrs treat me bad and so whatever!
i feel want to go home that time..if i didnt go to school today i wont get any trouble,ppl wont hurt my feelings.. tp behind the sad story,God sent me a good news..
th interview i attend last week,finally i got the job <3
thanks God,thanks to my family,thanks to my dear,thanks to all my friends for the supports <3


my baby boo gave me a present for my birthday.. too early ba kn? btw,thanks so much baby boo~ u r the first person gave me present for my 18th bday :)
i received two presents today,the most unforgetable moments~ when i was told that i got the job.. thank u so much god~ i know u dont want to see me in pain everyday~

nice kn? pink lg tuuuuu~  im so happy~ tenkiu so much!


tomorrow im going to do medical check up at sipitang~ hopefully everythings ok..if everythings ok,i can start work with joy~~ 


mumy dady i'll promise u i wont do bad things anymore,i'll try to be positive and matured.. i know im stubborn but im trying to change it..ily mumy dady <3