princess mel should start counting days:)

my birthday is just around the corner..

i cant wait to be 18 :)

i hope it will b the most best memories ever :)

i dont wish any presents but i wish ppl around me will make me happy.. happier than usual:)

i still remember my 16th bday when mom gave me a surprised bday party ;)

i still cant forget the moment until nw :)

i wish ths year will be more surprising =)

im planning to have ths birthday cake for my 18th bday..but,its only a dream mel;)

im no longer continue my school..after pmr i am officially a sexy jobless~ haha:D

i missed a lot of chapter..especially economy subject..so i've made up my own decision.*quit school*

luckily my beloved parents understand my conditions and agree with my decision..im big enough to decide for myself:)

i hope god will always show me the right way to go..and will always bless me~ 

i spent 4 months in that school.. honestly,im hepi..superb hepi because i met new friends..

eventhough there's a lot of  crisis happened in 4 months but all memories will always in stay my heart~

to all my beloved friends in smkpkp especially for lower six,all the best for stp.. good luck~ for all the guys yg hensem2 belaka tu,studyyyyy~ jangan mengurat sja :D

for my senior..good luck ..all the best for stp..:)

i dnt knw what should i write..

*will continue blogging later *

god bless! :)

im counting the days..

9th oct! cant waiiitttttt..

i'll be 18 n will say goodbye to my 17 world~

just nw the jpsm called me,blang terplih la apa.. ari tu blang tda mau bg..apala dorg ni!

toothache~ pling sandi pnya skit..dr dlu smpi skg xpndai baik2 T.T

ari tu pg doc andrea,full gila..rupa2nya im not the only one yg kesakitan gg~ =.='

yesterday we went to kk~ i didnt shop a lot oh.. mcm tia sgka ni..

maybe effect rindu yg melampau dgn hubby i~ =.='

i miss him so mucccchhh..

cant wait to see him!

hihihihihi,noty ba dia pndai2 g snap pic bkn2 gna fon i.. i had a great moment la that time~~

this thursday i got another intrview.. klu dpt ni comfirm byebyee dia~ =.='

but nvmnd..this is for my own future.. will do th best! pray for me*

cantikkk sda laptop gueee...next mau taru bling2 pink lg :)

jobless hbis ba c mel.. 

dorg adelene & sharon text me yesterday,sgsara kunun sna ah.. duiii,rindu aku sma diaorg :'(

3 months xlma tu! will wait for them <3

will update more later after thursday~ :)

p/s: c hubby tgah membaca tu! :D

gaduh!

mau d ingat ni suma.. i told him suma i update xsemestinya i ckp dia.. but,hm..
seriously damn la ba kn..mcm aku rasa mau deactvate ja fb,mau dlte blog ni.. tda mau skit hati,jan la bca ni suma ba kn.. tda persefahaman,buat apa sma2?

he dont need to waste his time n so do mine..
speechless,hopeless,loveless,everything.. i dont knw what should i do nw..i really need sumone to talk to..
i just need to be happy..
he asked me,cpl with me doesnt make u happy? gila apa.. org ktwa lbh byk ah sma dia.. gadu pn susa mau gadu.. buli2 dia ckp mcm tu.. sdala,nekad sda ni..apa mau jd,jd la;)

life must go on..
cheers for my old life!
i'm changing back to the old melissa~ mel;)
cheers!

i feel empty..

i wished u were here with me..
i'm lost.. i need someone to hold my hand and bring me back to my real life..
tda emo2 ah..
buli ka org ajar supaya tda serius klu cpl? byk btul ba i rasa skg..kecewa,suma 1 set i rasa..tulung la..i really need my besties..
hmm..single is better la ba kn.. 
i really need the single status.. i really do..skit kpala.. skit hati bila fkir ni suma..


ni la ni bila kita start serius trus kna kc main.. shit..terribly shit ba..
smpi bla kc biar kn..
mcm mna mau ckp sma dia? tda tau la..btul jua ni ckp org,"bila telmpau jaga hati c dia,hati ko sdri tda kna jaga" btul oh.. kecewa sa..

bad day~

mcm tda sa rasa ni..
sakit sja blk2.. bru tu suma pn mau aku bt..adaada.. dunia la..
mana than oo bgni..
nobody cares ah..
buli ka doraemon antar alat yg buli kc delete org2 jahat ah?
stress fkir ni hidup..
tda pndai abis2 ooh stress..menghitung hari mau berhenti school..tp makin lama makin lmbt pla ni masa berjln..
tulung la..

bad week ever!

first of all,lma da i xblogging~ :D busy with my life~

my 2 besties p plkn oredy tomorrow..they left me all alone here..

i can only counting the days till they back home..

will spend my time with them aft thy settled up their plkn~ 

i'll spend most of tym with nellyn aft ths..i like her..she always make me laugh with her jokes..

my mum agreed i berhenti school..*finally* :)

tp suddenly i brat hati..

but its okay ba kn :)

as long im hepi :)

today, *9-9-11* 

i kc pth my sim card..dg~

hepi btul ni smpi kc pth..this is all because of fernandez!!

thanks a lot dude!! 

im having the worst week!

*xthan uda*

:"(

hepi raya day!

raya day~ should i say raya holiday was totally bored?~=.='
i followed him go hangkai on 2nd day of raya..totally tired la kn~ but enjoyed!
we didnt text a lot.. busy kali dia~ i keep waiting for his text.. :D




i really wanna quit school ba.. i just dont knw how to explain to my dad. he's the main reason why i cant get my ass out frm that school:(
i hate school not because i hate my friends,but because i hate the teacher's attitude/ i hate when i was forced to follow their rules.
yes,i know im a bad person,but at least i don't disturb their life kn~
i enjoyed my life so much~ i make new friends,ignore bitches,i tried to be more patient with all the bitches , i gave them chances.. but they keep doing the same thing.. 
did anybody cares? they dont even care.. they just happy when they saw my tears on my cheek,when i give up..
i wonder when will God send me someone that really know how to take care of my feeling?


*everybody keep asking me the same question..
"mel,why u choose him?"
i dnt knw how to answer them lg.. i want to find a guy that can make happy always.. 
when im mad,he makes me laugh..
when im sad,he makes smile..
when im happy,he makes me happier<3
this is what we called love experience.. jd,dont ask me lg k!:)

*hopefully so*